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Im so tired and tmrwbis my last day off. Back on work on thursday. Parents and brother are not in singapore. Im so fucking bored now. I miss my grandmother alot. I know this is random but its been 3 fucking weeks she's not back home. Hopefully she'll be nack next week. I dont know what else to typ about. Life has been difficult for me since my parents are away. Im lack of sleep. Seriously i need a proper timing sleeping like i use to.): boyfriend, i love u very much, do you even know that? Do you know how much i care about you? Do you know how much i miss you? I dont know why i just felt different. Im getting busier w life and you'll be busy w life too soon. We'll not be seeing each other that much. I hope your love twards me wont change.ilysm(':
 Just look at me 2 years back. How 'small' was that compare to now.
Fucking fat like a fucking pig! wish i can fucking throw all this fats!
I hate myself like seriously. Looking at all the dresses that i wish to buy
thinking back, whats the point of buying if i dont look nice on it. So what shall
i do with my first pay? just keep on buying food? eat and eat and eat?
FML sia!Labels: i wish i was thinner so that you'll love me more
 Besok dh start kejer balek. But, idk what time i need to work, best kan? -.-
Left my note book at work place. haiyohh. All schedule inside that note book sia.
Well, this coming 2 weeks will be all my test. Hope to do well in all of the test.
Next week on the 26 have to go to SAF thinggy. lame sia. I mean like, i rather go
and have extra lesson in school than being at the SAF place. Seriously, i wonder why
it is compulsary to go also. Nothing to do with us. Maybe taking MC. bleagh!Next month will get pay. lambat sia! End of month plak tu! grrrr.
Have to wait la no choice ): & june, will be officially working at CWP. Im so scared!
 The reason why i hate waking up morning during saturday and sunday and this is what will happen. Nenek or mak
Will always ask to go shop or wet market to buy stuff. Know why i hate? Cause i'll buy the wrong things. End up, membebel or ask to go
again. Fuck everything laa!! Yesterday, when out w bby watch Fast and Furious 5. Was a nice movie to watch. I didnt get bored watching it. But i was freezing as i forget to bring my cardigan. Then went to woodland water front to slack, talk. And aniway, yesterday was our 1yr1month anni(: i love you so much okay. Sorry that i made you downthis morning, atleast yknow what i felt. love you! Today 1st day of work. start work at 230 till closing which is at 1030. Hopefully, i can learn as much thing as possible and things will go well. I dont wanna make any trouble and one thing im scared of is that doing cashiering. Cause i'e never did cashier before duing my previous job. I dont know if i can take it cause the last time i work was 2 years ago, wish me luck people. (:Today is saturday!
Alhamdulillah, finally i get a job. Will be starting my first training at toa payoh for 2 weeks. Gotta endure and hopefully they cut down to 2 days off. Supposingly, my training will be at yishun, but ramai org. Whatever it is. Have to go thru this 2 weeks N wait for cwp outlet to open then i' ll be posted to cwp^^ will just post a short one cause im typing using ipod. Mcm nk patah tgn penat sgt. I'll update when im free. Hopefully cn pass all my exams and phase test. I dobt wanna make any retest uh please. tmrw will be my 1 yr 1 mthn anni with bb. I love you sooooo much okay!(:
 i love him alooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot!Hi. Basically im fucking busy these few weeks.
Had so much things going on here and there.
Well, im tired of looking for jobs, guess i gotta wait for idk when.
Tmrw, there's a massive cotton on interview at Novena Square.
Fuck i cant go. Fuck tmrw there's napha test. fuck im so fat. fuck i cannot run.
fuck i need job. fuck everything!
Im so tired and tmrwbis my last day off. Back on work on thursday. Parents and brother are not in singapore. Im so fucking bored now. I miss my grandmother alot. I know this is random but its been 3 fucking weeks she's not back home. Hopefully she'll be nack next week. I dont know what else to typ about. Life has been difficult for me since my parents are away. Im lack of sleep. Seriously i need a proper timing sleeping like i use to.): boyfriend, i love u very much, do you even know that? Do you know how much i care about you? Do you know how much i miss you? I dont know why i just felt different. Im getting busier w life and you'll be busy w life too soon. We'll not be seeing each other that much. I hope your love twards me wont change.ilysm(':
Just look at me 2 years back. How 'small' was that compare to now.
Fucking fat like a fucking pig! wish i can fucking throw all this fats!
I hate myself like seriously. Looking at all the dresses that i wish to buy
thinking back, whats the point of buying if i dont look nice on it. So what shall
i do with my first pay? just keep on buying food? eat and eat and eat?
FML sia!Labels: i wish i was thinner so that you'll love me more
Besok dh start kejer balek. But, idk what time i need to work, best kan? -.-
Left my note book at work place. haiyohh. All schedule inside that note book sia.
Well, this coming 2 weeks will be all my test. Hope to do well in all of the test.
Next week on the 26 have to go to SAF thinggy. lame sia. I mean like, i rather go
and have extra lesson in school than being at the SAF place. Seriously, i wonder why
it is compulsary to go also. Nothing to do with us. Maybe taking MC. bleagh!Next month will get pay. lambat sia! End of month plak tu! grrrr.
Have to wait la no choice ): & june, will be officially working at CWP. Im so scared!
The reason why i hate waking up morning during saturday and sunday and this is what will happen. Nenek or mak
Will always ask to go shop or wet market to buy stuff. Know why i hate? Cause i'll buy the wrong things. End up, membebel or ask to go
again. Fuck everything laa!! Yesterday, when out w bby watch Fast and Furious 5. Was a nice movie to watch. I didnt get bored watching it. But i was freezing as i forget to bring my cardigan. Then went to woodland water front to slack, talk. And aniway, yesterday was our 1yr1month anni(: i love you so much okay. Sorry that i made you downthis morning, atleast yknow what i felt. love you! Today 1st day of work. start work at 230 till closing which is at 1030. Hopefully, i can learn as much thing as possible and things will go well. I dont wanna make any trouble and one thing im scared of is that doing cashiering. Cause i'e never did cashier before duing my previous job. I dont know if i can take it cause the last time i work was 2 years ago, wish me luck people. (:Today is saturday!
Alhamdulillah, finally i get a job. Will be starting my first training at toa payoh for 2 weeks. Gotta endure and hopefully they cut down to 2 days off. Supposingly, my training will be at yishun, but ramai org. Whatever it is. Have to go thru this 2 weeks N wait for cwp outlet to open then i' ll be posted to cwp^^ will just post a short one cause im typing using ipod. Mcm nk patah tgn penat sgt. I'll update when im free. Hopefully cn pass all my exams and phase test. I dobt wanna make any retest uh please. tmrw will be my 1 yr 1 mthn anni with bb. I love you sooooo much okay!(:
i love him alooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot!Hi. Basically im fucking busy these few weeks.
Had so much things going on here and there.
Well, im tired of looking for jobs, guess i gotta wait for idk when.
Tmrw, there's a massive cotton on interview at Novena Square.
Fuck i cant go. Fuck tmrw there's napha test. fuck im so fat. fuck i cannot run.
fuck i need job. fuck everything!
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