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I have to change myself, change everything for everyone's good. I have to control and manage my anger. Idk why, i get irritated easily nowadays. Maybe due to my period. Kalau tk period pon, same jek kan. bleagh! Need to really save up my money since i cant work for now, even if i want no one's gonna hire me. Buat penat kan carik keje part time. call sane sini, satu bender pon takder. Hmm, i dont know until when can i have my own things. I want to Rebond hair, buy new dress, shirt, pants, new shoes, heels, bag. Everytime there's sale, i just have to look and walk away from it. I know, all this is not a need for me but atleast, if i have money, i dont have to ask my parents to give me a little bit extra money for it. But for sure, i wont get what i want. No point asking them also. Let it be la. Raya also coming, get kaching also can buy only 1 stuff. -.- Brang pon dah mahal. tsk. Idk, is this a good news or what, but i loose 1 kg. I know right, pathetic habes.
I have to change myself, change everything for everyone's good. I have to control and manage my anger. Idk why, i get irritated easily nowadays. Maybe due to my period. Kalau tk period pon, same jek kan. bleagh! Need to really save up my money since i cant work for now, even if i want no one's gonna hire me. Buat penat kan carik keje part time. call sane sini, satu bender pon takder. Hmm, i dont know until when can i have my own things. I want to Rebond hair, buy new dress, shirt, pants, new shoes, heels, bag. Everytime there's sale, i just have to look and walk away from it. I know, all this is not a need for me but atleast, if i have money, i dont have to ask my parents to give me a little bit extra money for it. But for sure, i wont get what i want. No point asking them also. Let it be la. Raya also coming, get kaching also can buy only 1 stuff. -.- Brang pon dah mahal. tsk. Idk, is this a good news or what, but i loose 1 kg. I know right, pathetic habes.
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