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 I feel like killing myself right now. Coughing non stop.
Its been more than a week and im still in this situation.
After 4 years of not having asthma and now it came back.
Dad ask me go Polyclinic for check up but i said i didnt want to
as im busy tmrw for India trip fund Raising. Hais.
I wonder when will i get better. School starting in a week time.
I shall say, i cant wait to start school but somehow i dont know
if i still can fucking fit in my Unifroms?I've gain weight again. waddahell?! I've been going for jogs like almost
fucking everyday but the result, i gain more weight. this is another reason
for me feeling like killing myself. Tell me, which girl doesnt wanna look
good for her boyfriend? I've tried, for 2 months and the result is still
the same. I just feel that im not suitable for him. Though he said he dont
mind but deep down inside his heart i know, he wants me to be thin back
in 2008 which is when i was sec 3. Sometimes i do feel emmbarase when im
with him. Emmbarase for being so fucking fat! fat like a fucking pig!Sorry, i dont know why im very emotional on this. I hate myself.
Bye.
I feel like killing myself right now. Coughing non stop.
Its been more than a week and im still in this situation.
After 4 years of not having asthma and now it came back.
Dad ask me go Polyclinic for check up but i said i didnt want to
as im busy tmrw for India trip fund Raising. Hais.
I wonder when will i get better. School starting in a week time.
I shall say, i cant wait to start school but somehow i dont know
if i still can fucking fit in my Unifroms?I've gain weight again. waddahell?! I've been going for jogs like almost
fucking everyday but the result, i gain more weight. this is another reason
for me feeling like killing myself. Tell me, which girl doesnt wanna look
good for her boyfriend? I've tried, for 2 months and the result is still
the same. I just feel that im not suitable for him. Though he said he dont
mind but deep down inside his heart i know, he wants me to be thin back
in 2008 which is when i was sec 3. Sometimes i do feel emmbarase when im
with him. Emmbarase for being so fucking fat! fat like a fucking pig!Sorry, i dont know why im very emotional on this. I hate myself.
Bye.
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