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Wednesday, December 1, 2010
I admit, i act so childish. I was very selfish to everyone.
Always think about me, myself not others not even you.
How could i do that? I really cant believe i did that.
Im sorry that i over reacted, but im glad you know how i felt.
I really didnt mean to hurt you & others but if i continue
keeping everything to myself and not telling you, im hurting myself.
Sorry if i let it out here, cause i dont know how to express
everything to you or others. Since young, i've always been like this.

Keeping to my own, hurting myself again and again. I hate to be hurt.
Now when im trying to speak up, everything seems to be wrong.
Or maybe i dont know how to say it right thats what makes
people think im in the wrong. Sometimes, i just wish i were mute, deaf,
blind so that i wont talk to make people hurt, hear whatever hurtful
words about me, cant see anything that makes me hurt or sad.

All i wanted was to make you+me= Happy.