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Everyone seems to be celebrating thier new year with friends.
But as for me, im just rotting at home or maybe spending
time with my family outside. Last year, was quite fun cause i met my
friends including heed tagging along. Laugh alot and played
'heart attack'. Went home at almost 1.30 am.First year in ITE, i must say that it sucks alot.
Lots of things going on and its not what i expected. I didnt expect to
have such subject that i will be learning. Well, its good for me but
everyday when i step into the class, my mind will tend to be blank
and i dont understand a single thing. I lost intrest in studies i must say.
Its not that im crazy inlove with my boyfriend but its just that
i got no heart to study. Im only good in Practical not Theory.
I've done my best for the EOY. Im not sure if i pass the paper.
How i wish it was 60% practical and 40% Theory. If that, im sure gonna
make it and make my parents feel proud of me. I thanks god for having
heed and malee. If i dont have them, i guess i'll be quiting school.
Thanks guys for supporting me in my studies and have always listen to
my probs. Luv ya!Thanks to my dearest sister, that i didnt work till today.
If not, i would have celebrated my new year with friends & boyfriend.
Like seriously, you should have told me that i wont get the job
or atleast say that the manager is busy. I totaly hate when
people tell me that thier place have vacancies but end up they dont.
And make people wait and wait and wait. I fucking waited for
3 weeks and there's no answer from her till now, she didnt even tell
me anything. Thanks alot.
Idk why, but this year, i have been very patience with her everytime.
When she's around i just feel like going out and not to see her face.Will be having a relaxing day with cousins
on 1 Jan 2011 at my house. Dicussing on our trip to Bandung
next year which is on march. Great! 2 Trip in a month.
Hopefully, i get a job as soon as possible so that i can spend
my own money on India trip next year, without using my parents
money. I really dont want them giving me money for my trip,
cause i think they can use the money for something better?How pathetic is that, my classmate and i wont get any pay for
our attachment. This is another one more thing that im thinking
about. Why are we not being paid like nursing students?
I just feel like no use going for attachment without being paid.About the India Trip, dont know how are gonna raise $1250.
Its really alot of money to raise and lucky speyka decided to
combine group with her's. And yet im the leader in the group.
Wtf?! I really dont know if i could manage my team members.
Having someone in my group which is not my favourite, i seriously
dont know how can i work with that person. I hope Ms P will see
my potential in being a leader. Hopefully that someone wont
ruin and tries to control everything like as if she's the one who has
been doing everything. I hope 2011 will be a better year.
I know, everyone hopes to have a better year every year.I thank god for having my Boyfriend in my life.
I've always needed and wanted someone like you.
I dont care if you're shorter/smaller than me, cause i love you.
Im glad that we've gone this far, 8 months and going 9 months together.
After 1 year and 3 months of being single, finally i found someone who could
bring back the smile on my face, being loved & care.
Thank you for being patience with me for the past 8 months.
I know i've been very hot tempered towards
you all this while. Please bare with me.
No matter what, i'll go thru thick and thin with you.
I love you alot baby.
Everyone seems to be celebrating thier new year with friends.
But as for me, im just rotting at home or maybe spending
time with my family outside. Last year, was quite fun cause i met my
friends including heed tagging along. Laugh alot and played
'heart attack'. Went home at almost 1.30 am.First year in ITE, i must say that it sucks alot.
Lots of things going on and its not what i expected. I didnt expect to
have such subject that i will be learning. Well, its good for me but
everyday when i step into the class, my mind will tend to be blank
and i dont understand a single thing. I lost intrest in studies i must say.
Its not that im crazy inlove with my boyfriend but its just that
i got no heart to study. Im only good in Practical not Theory.
I've done my best for the EOY. Im not sure if i pass the paper.
How i wish it was 60% practical and 40% Theory. If that, im sure gonna
make it and make my parents feel proud of me. I thanks god for having
heed and malee. If i dont have them, i guess i'll be quiting school.
Thanks guys for supporting me in my studies and have always listen to
my probs. Luv ya!Thanks to my dearest sister, that i didnt work till today.
If not, i would have celebrated my new year with friends & boyfriend.
Like seriously, you should have told me that i wont get the job
or atleast say that the manager is busy. I totaly hate when
people tell me that thier place have vacancies but end up they dont.
And make people wait and wait and wait. I fucking waited for
3 weeks and there's no answer from her till now, she didnt even tell
me anything. Thanks alot.
Idk why, but this year, i have been very patience with her everytime.
When she's around i just feel like going out and not to see her face.Will be having a relaxing day with cousins
on 1 Jan 2011 at my house. Dicussing on our trip to Bandung
next year which is on march. Great! 2 Trip in a month.
Hopefully, i get a job as soon as possible so that i can spend
my own money on India trip next year, without using my parents
money. I really dont want them giving me money for my trip,
cause i think they can use the money for something better?How pathetic is that, my classmate and i wont get any pay for
our attachment. This is another one more thing that im thinking
about. Why are we not being paid like nursing students?
I just feel like no use going for attachment without being paid.About the India Trip, dont know how are gonna raise $1250.
Its really alot of money to raise and lucky speyka decided to
combine group with her's. And yet im the leader in the group.
Wtf?! I really dont know if i could manage my team members.
Having someone in my group which is not my favourite, i seriously
dont know how can i work with that person. I hope Ms P will see
my potential in being a leader. Hopefully that someone wont
ruin and tries to control everything like as if she's the one who has
been doing everything. I hope 2011 will be a better year.
I know, everyone hopes to have a better year every year.I thank god for having my Boyfriend in my life.
I've always needed and wanted someone like you.
I dont care if you're shorter/smaller than me, cause i love you.
Im glad that we've gone this far, 8 months and going 9 months together.
After 1 year and 3 months of being single, finally i found someone who could
bring back the smile on my face, being loved & care.
Thank you for being patience with me for the past 8 months.
I know i've been very hot tempered towards
you all this while. Please bare with me.
No matter what, i'll go thru thick and thin with you.
I love you alot baby.
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