Without you i'll be miserable at best

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Monday, November 8, 2010

Was cleaning my room yesterday and found old pictures of me when i was

sec 1 to 4. I started crying alone in the room, looking back when i was much

more thinner. I dont know why i get so emotional when it comes to this.

People usually say that they dont even care if they're fat.

But as for me, i just feel like crying whenver

people around are telling me " ey! you look so fat sia now! "

I act as if i dont take it to my heart, but the actual thing is, i did.

I did go for a jog, i only take 1 meal per day. Still, no big different.
What the hell am i gonna do? all this doesnt work for me!

I just feel like killing myself for being so fat right now! )':

I really really feel like killing myself. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck!

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