Friday, May 28, 2010
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Thank god there's nothing really serious about it!
But im having an operation on 14 june.
Okay, wish me luck for my up coming exams.
takecare, loves.
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Well, today cant attend school for some reason.
So yeah, hopefully, i will hear the posistive things
today from the doctor. haiss.
Pray for me okay people?[:
i hate RACIST PEOPLE!
fuckitshit.
Exams starting next week]:
So yeah, hopefully, i will hear the posistive things
today from the doctor. haiss.
Pray for me okay people?[:
i hate RACIST PEOPLE!
fuckitshit.
Exams starting next week]:
Monday, May 17, 2010
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Tuesday, May 11, 2010

There's no good news or bad news for me yesterday.
The doctor tried to put the needle in and see wether
there's any fluid coming out. But, theres no fluid.
Its so painful that i even cried till he put the needle out.
Then he says that i have to go for an Ultrasound.
Was worried cause at first he said, its a normal thing.
After that, he's not sure about it.
So i have to wait for 2 more weeks for my result
& most probably, i have to take it out ]:
Okay im back to school today.
I miss all my classmates & Adel.
Loves!
Monday, May 10, 2010
Woke up at 1020 called dearest adel & get ready
to go polyclinic with mum. Yeah, didnt attend school today.
While waiting for my number to pop out, i almost fell asleep.
I shal skip some part. Okay, it was my turn.
After checking, she ws quite shock cause im still young.
The doctor says it might not be something serious but she could
not confirm anything till i have my proper check up which is at
the hospital. Then the docotor refer me to Alexandra Hospital.
Ofcourse, im fucking worried & scared like hell! who doesnt right?
if you people who were to be in my shoe you'll know how i feel.
Back home, Alexandra Hospital called me for my appointment
tmrw. & i wont becoming to school again ]:
Hopefully nothing really serious will happen
& to my bbygirls, dont worry.
Hopefully i'll be fine tmrw.
Even if i have to go for an operation, i'll be fine okay?
Thanks malee for the msg, love & misses you[:
I miss dearest Adel.
Sorry couldnt meet you for this two days.
& dont worry too much about me.
I love you alot, love.
Saturday, May 8, 2010
Thursday, May 6, 2010
I miss dearest Adeel right now.
I miss my dearest daughter Carine.
I just feel like giving up on my studies right now.
No point studying when i keep failing my test.
Its just sucks!Going for a re-test makes no big different.
I will only get 50 %. wtf?!
Whatever it is, i have to endure for another 1 year plus
and thast it, im not gonna continue study anymore.
Im going to find a stable job to help my family & myself.
I will be going for an interview at Mark & Spencer tmrw.
Wish me luck people[:
Sunday, May 2, 2010

Sorry for not updating.
Been busy and lazy to update.
Yesterday was fun. Its been along time since
i last meet my cousins. But sadly, all the
first siblings wasnt there.
Went to jemputan first & then headed to
Mount Faber. Since there's no place to park,
we then headed to Kentridge Park.
Took alot of jump shoots, mcm biasa. HAHAHA.
Been busy and lazy to update.
Yesterday was fun. Its been along time since
i last meet my cousins. But sadly, all the
first siblings wasnt there.
Went to jemputan first & then headed to
Mount Faber. Since there's no place to park,
we then headed to Kentridge Park.
Took alot of jump shoots, mcm biasa. HAHAHA.
Headed to YCK to have our dinner.
Back home at 12.30 am.
I miss Adeel ]: